its a phase

i jsut dont feel like being social. i dont know if it is the fact that i feel like no one wants to hang out with me or what. maybe i am temporarily getting used to feeling alone. i hate thinking about that but i know it is part of life. well- part of my life anyways.

this weekend was fun/not fun. haha nice explanation huh.

i was super-bummed that my buddy never got to come down- scheduling conflict plus communication mix-up = these things happen. but kk and i had a great time at my cousins all day not-so-fourth of july party saturday. got to drink and hang out with family and let kk play and enjoy the sun and then a fireworks show. here's a pic of kk watching with a friend and family:

here is kk earlier in the day on our way to the party. she was sitting on a display bed at fred meyers pageant-waving to everyone who walked by.

and here is a pic from kks last baseball game of her and a couple of friends in the back of the truck between innings:what a goofball.

in other news, my fabulous wonderful perfect in every way grandma would have been 96 today if she wouldnt have died a few years ago. happy birthday grandma! i love and miss you and hope you Are proud of me!