Today was slightly better

Maybe I am finally growing up enough to realize that it is totally okay to have no one around than to have sub-standard people in my life. The problem is, I spend waaaaaaay too much time alone. The other problem is that the longer I am single, the higher my standards become. But is that really a problem? Feedback please :) Except I don't have any readers anymore. Boo.

Peace and Quiet

I miss my best friend. I need that face time. The communication via text, email, and online chatting is just soooooo not the same. The context is missing and we both are so sarcastic that everything seems to get turned around and one or both of us ends up hitting a nerve or getting our feelings hurt. Why is my friendship with him different than any friendship I have had in my life? Every day he is gone sucks. I don't see how the huge change in one friendship can make me so damn miserable all the time.
I have no answers. I am just sad, mad, lonely no matter whos around, and feel incomplete. How did this get so twisted?